Today

It was the most random day. yesterday i told this girl something very personal about myself and opened her in my life. Only one other person knows that thing about my life. So, we made plans to have lunch but apparently at the last minute she had some errands to run. Even though i admire her sense of devotion, but i don't like stranded at the last moment and she does that a lot.

Well, then i had a very interesting conversation with an old college friend. It was actually about the people like me and her not needing any person in life as everything we have is enough and that's our solitude. We can get anything from anyone after talking to them for a while, but we refuse to chase things. I think it's time to stop chasing this girl, as i am already did a lot and now i am going to let her come close to me.

Well, just to prove once again the conversation had weight or not. I asked a random girl for a cigarette and end up getting her number and she got mine and were suppose to meet up for drinks tonight, but then i chose not to. So, it's not hard to get what you want just stop chasing it. From last few days i can't take this girl out of my mind, but after having the conversation with my college friend i feel much relieved and better. kudos to me.........