My eyes are Wet............

Even writing right now is so much for me, as i have so much going through my head. This girl is proving to me that it's not worth it to let anyone get close to you. On monday i asked her to be mine, to be my girlfriend. I have sacrificed so many of my principles for her and she keeps on challenging my patience. We were supposed to meet today in the library, but she again flake on me, i understand she is mad at me for not calling her the next day we got intimate, but when i asked her today i want to take her out on date next week via text message. She wrote she doesn't know and she will talk about it next time she will see me. So, i just asked her " but u will go out with me" and she texted me most likely not, we are friends. I texted her back but there is a likelihood that she would and also i can't be just friends with u. I care about you. She replied "Abhi please.. we will talk about this later, this is not the right way or time..". I am really in disarray and she is not giving me a break. Stop playing these games..........