Lucky in Gambling,but unucky in Love.....

So, my love life has progressed a lot since my last blog. Last Wednesday, after class we both went to nearby olive garden and had some dinner. After dinner, she made some coffee at her apartment and we kissed. Yes only kissed which was something different. It's been over two months i have known her and she is very conservative, thus the kiss was a big deal and it was indescribably great. Then as i usually mess things up and didn't call her the next day. I didn't wanna get hurt either and restrained myself from calling her. We were supposed to go out on Friday, and she texted me 30 minutes before class that she can't go out with me. I was upset and the first question she asked when i saw her was "Why i didn't call her the day before?". Today we were texting each other and she tells me that she have trust issues and i shouldn't hate her for that because men can't be easily trusted. When i opened up my feelings to her, she tells me she is not ready for this and then she didn't reply to my last text which just said that i didn't expect anything from her and there is nothing to be ready about either she feels something for me or not. I hope this time i lucky in love because this is my first time going crazy for someone after a long time. Well, let's just see because i don't do anything but think about her all the time. I will try to see her tomorrow....